He's Not

He's not my man,
He's not my boyfriend.
If I could have him,
Call him mine for a day.
It would all be different,
It would all be great.
I have these feelings,
But I can't share.
He sees me as a friend,
Just another girl.
I joke about it,
Act like I don't care.
When all I want,
Is for him to be there.