Does He Really

Tearing me apart, i cry
i don't know where to go
i love this guy with all my heart
yet he says it doesn't show

Anorexia killing me
i want this and i don't
Begging him to hear me cry
wants to, but he wont

Crying for him just to know
the feelings that I have
running from all that i am
broken inside so bad

Does he love me, do i care?
Those answers both say true
he wants me to get over this
but Lord i have no clue

It started out so small
Now my mind will never flee
scared to get any closer
if i do I'm scared he'll leave

Sitting here i type these words
and hope to let him know
that even though I'm dying
my love will never go

-Trisha