Losing you for the Last time

I feel it now,
it's different this time.
just dont ask how,
I still wish you were mine.
We fought and argued,
but always stayed true.
yet this time I feel I've lost you.
my heart is broken,
trampled and torn.
everytime I think I lived up to what I've sworn.
You find a way to bring me back,
to love you with false hope.
With stability which we lack.
My hearts forever yours,
i just want yours once more...