Me and .........

Is there really a specific name
to describe how i feel
is it just plain
or tells me that its real

What does it describe
and emotion
when it just stays on my mind
or just confusion

a puzzle unsolved
telling me what is or was
a name for it to be called
or do i give up with a shrug

putting the pieces back into a box
throw away the key
making sure its locked
so nothing can remind me

keeping it safe for now or maybe forever
pieces without a reason or place
making sure its a part of my endeavor
filling up empty space

that box is my heart
and those pieces are my mysteries

with the pieces that i start
that are fitted in for me or just others