With Out Him There Is No Me.

04-19-04
Monday
4:43 pm
--I know this is really long, but please take your time to read it and comment and vote if you can. It really means a lot to me. Thank you.--

It was cold out side,
And I was sitting in my room,
And like always I was thinking of you.

My husband,
My lover,
My best friend forever,

How I miss your touch,
The way you feel,
Everything about you is so damn real.

I look at the album,
And the letters you’ve sent,
They talk about how much you miss me,
And how I’m heaven sent.

A tear rolls down my cheek,
And I wipe it all away,
When suddenly there is a knock on the door,
I get up and I get this strange big feeling,
I open the door, and it’s a man I do not know.

The room begins to spin,
I’m falling to the ground,
And you’re no where in sight,
Where do I go now?

Baby where are you,
I can’t feel my heart,
Everything stopped around me,
And I can’t seem to part.

Where is my husband?
Just bring him to me,
I don’t want the money,
I won’t sign the papers,
Just bring me my husband,
Or I will scream!

Please Mrs,
Just try and understand,
Your husband passed away today,
Please give me your hand.
Please don’t cry I know this is hard,
But you need to sign the papers,
You need to see his body,
And verify it’s him,
Please come with us now,
And don’t cry from with in.

I don’t understand,
I can’t seem to breath,
My heart is crying for you,
And it’s bleeding tears from with in.

Please talk to me,
Don’t go away,
You promised everything would be okay.
You told me not to worry,
You were always made of steel,
And no matter what happened,
You would come back home for real.

You promised to come back to me,
To start our lives a new,
To tell the world we were married,
To have a wedding too.

Now my dreams were shattered,
I can not live like this,
If you leave my life I’ll die,
Because with out you my life is meaningless.

I wake up in tears,
Oh my god it was a dream,
Please tell me he’s alright god,
Please bring him back to me; please let him know he’s the only one for me.

I wait for a call,
Or an email or two,
And finally I feel relieved,
He’s okay,
Another day has passed,
But imagine,
This is what I have to fear each day that passes by,
My heart can’t take it,
So I ask god why.

Why does he have to be so far?
Why did he have to go?
Just bring him home to me, because with out him there is no me!

Written By: Kristin Nicole