Feeling dishonest
Someone untrue
All of this
Just because of you
Dont you see
I just want to be me
Someone that can smile
Feeling free
My stomache hearting
Grawling with hunger
Voices telling me
Im acting younger
Everything unreal
Thoughts through my head
I see people all around
Some which are dead
Visions
Illusions
People crying in pain
Need my help
To be brave
Tears, hurt, suffering, gain
My life in shredds
Tearing away
No one to stop me
No one to help
Just these voices
Trying to yelp
My heart so broken
My cheeks so cold
My stomach so empty
No one is home
The pills are right there
The blade right here
The drugs wherever
Cars in the street
So easy to die
But so hard to live
Where is the world coming to?
Im ready to end
My hand has let go
Forever you will be alone
Im here in the water
Just waiting for you
You never showed up
I had to leave soon
I decided to leave a note
So there i did
Find me in here
Im sorry i couldnt live
To my Grandmother
I love you, forever must you give
Hold on to life
You need to live
To my sisters
I love you
Im here in the air
Im watching you live
Through all the tears
To my friends
Your great
Keep living to the end
Keep me in mind
I wont let you die
My notes are done
Im here
Come save me
Find where i am
Im not in the van
Im not in my room
Or in the house
Im goign to die
Quiet as a mouse
No one will hear
Till someone screams
The find me in this place
A big red stream
Goodbye everyone
I wont awake from this dream
I love you
Come find me
Im in a place
Where you will have to find
In a dream
In a place
Where i will hide
Im going away
To a good little place
Where they will take care of me
Dig my grave deep
