Just sitting here,
thinking of you,
wondering if this is real,
hoping that it will one day work,
maybe this is all just fake,
or maybe it is not,
wishing,
just wishing that this feeling will go,
float up and out,
as far away form here,
as far away from me,
as far away from you,
i hope that you understand,
that this isnt as easy as it seems,
unable to sleep,
unable to eat,
just thinking,
thinking of me and you,
maybe we just arnt meant to be,
but whats the harm in trying,
this could take a lifetime,
but maybe one day it will be worth it.
