Him

You said those words
the ones i wasn't ready for
yet i took it in stride
you talked of marriage
which scarred me senseless
yet i stayed
when the topic of children came up
i cringed, but let you keep talkin
i tried to be what you needed
what you wanted
with nothing in return
i fell for you hard
when i thought i hit the bottom
the floor was ripped from under me
sending me further in to you
nothing could prepare me for
what you did
crushing me like i was nothing
telling me you never would hurt me
but ripped me to pieces
telling me were over not giving me a chance
to say goodbye
had to wait till you were ready
instead of just ending it when you first knew
to many tears have left my eyes for you
the aching doesn't get better
every time i see or hear from you
my wound is reopened
and seeps with love and hatred