Lost and Found <3

My heart wandered with no destination;
No starting point no ending point no realization..
Of what the world might hold; the lies, the happiness, the feeling of continuous jealousy and envy,
The amount of trust or distrust,
The feeling of having the world at the palm of your hand or having nothing at all..it knew nothing.

My heart wandered to find love because it no longer wanted to cope with the feeling of loneliness;
No longer wanted to cope with the feeling of emptiness.
The continuous disbelief of wanting to be alone
Accepting that it is not needed; Love was not needed.
My heart knew nothing of what happiness was or what it ment...
Didn't know what it was to love or be loved in return;
It just knew the desire to yearn.

Then an unusual...gentle yet powerful feeling evolved out of this emptiness and chaos...
It was like no other; Greater than anything ever felt before,
It simply made my heart...melt.

The feeling gave off..the ability to trust,
To bring a daily smile to my face,
The ability to make my heart beat at a rapid pace; yet slow at embrace.
To give everything in return of nothing...
To want.
To need.
To live day by day looking forward to the future and remembering your beautiful past.
Life would be so great if this feeling were eternal; please god let it last...

I let my heart wander and it found the ability to love..

I let my heart wander...

...and it found you.

I love you baby!