"I Am All Alone"

I never thought it would hurt this bad
Thinking about it everyday makes me sad
I still can't believe it ended so fast
I just wish what we had could last

I miss that feeling of having someone want me
Now I wonder if that feeling I had will ever be
I knew that this would eventually end in pain
But I wouldn't change a thing, I'd keep it all the same

Being with her was the only time I felt I belong
But now I know her feelings weren't real all along
It feels I have to learn everything the hard way
I just want something to go right, I'm waiting for that day

My biggest fear is that I am going to die alone
I'm just hoping that one day I will get that call on the phone
The one where the girl of my dreams is on the other line
The one that I will be with forever, the one I can call mine