Here we go again

Why do you keep doing this to me
All the pain and lies
Cutting me deeper and deeper
Sometimes i just want to die

I let you back into my life
and everything seemed great
But one small mistake you just made
fills my heart with hate

You say you love me
You have come running
I took you in with open arms
and now i feel you are cheating

One week so much has happened
Many fears laid to rest
But here are these guys to talk dirty to
What is this a test

Why do you do this
Are you getting back at me for the past
I give you everything
But i guess you are moving to fast

Do what the hell you want
Cheat on me if you will
But let me hear it again
And that will be my fill

One of them wants to do you
His 47 and your 18
what the hell you getting out of this
if you are using me, your just mean

The other is a man
who will travel 60 miles
to come see you
with a big smile

I trust you
well, i did
mess with me again
and your soul will be taken with satan's final bid

I will find out tonight
what you have planned
for i will be the better man
from my life, you will be banned

and yet.... im still wanting you