If Only

Staring into space
Thinking of nothing in particular
An image of him pops into my head
The thought of his smile
The sound of his deep voice
The smell of his cologne
Cloud my brain
If only he were mine
If only he saw me that way
If only...
Is he thinking of me too?
At this exact second...
I hope so
Does he mean it
When he says I love you
I think so...
If only...
He would let me all the way in
Into his life
Into his heart
I feel his eyes upon me
When we pass
When i laugh
When i frown
Does he really see me?
Yes I think so
If only...
He would tell me so.