Death

I've thought about if before
as i open the cupboard door
and take out a razor
a razor that could take my life

as i open the cupboard door
i think about allot of things
like if today is the day i die
like if today i cut deep enough

i think about allot of things
is it so unusual
unusual to want to die
unusual to want to end the pain

is it so unusual
i don't think so
i think it sounds like a good idea