A confession from my heart

They say if you let someone go and they comeback keep them.
but why let that person go in the first place.
why let the person see a new face.
is this just a phase.
cause its taking a while to go away.
but she let me go astray.
was it because i didnt like to play.
or you didnt feel the same way.
for love this a terrible price to pay.
im the one should have kept.
i loved you since i eyes first met.
now its safe to say i dont feel the same way.
its not that i dont love you.
its just that im through with you.
why because you might let me go again.
but you stole my heart wouldnt that be considereda sin.
its like im running around with to guns.
one to kill the people that hurt you.
and the other to kill myself.
but the problem im not afraid of death.
you were my best.
you need to understand you are above all the rest.
i want you but i dont need you.
i love you but i cant be with you.
my heart beats for you.
yes this is true.
being without you feels like i have a permanent flu.
but what do you think of me.
am i just another person you see.
will i ever be the one you need.
its been year.
and everyday i shedded a tear.
all because of the fear .
that you might disappear.
alot want me.
none get me.
just because you had me.
my heart has not been broken.
it has been choken.
of all my love.
i can never be mad at you.
saying this makes me feel like a fool.
why because my feelings are true.
but how do i know bout you.
take this as a document of my love.
cause thats all i can give you,is my love.