Just Friends

I need you to know
How much I hurt
When I think of you
It's like I'm cursed

Every night
All by myself
I take a drive
To let it all out

It's the only time
I can be alone
Not feel ashamed
To let my pain go

I listen to songs
That remind me of you
Maybe I'm stuck in the past
I don't know what else to do

My friends don't know
How I really feel
I say I'm going home
But I drive and think of you

I look in the mirror
To see my reflection
I look into my own eyes
I see pain and rejection

When I look at myself
It hurts me to see
The pain you have caused
Unto me

I used to be happy
You know it too
The way I'd light up
Every time I'd see you

Now I am empty
Since you've gone away
I can see in my eyes
The hurt and the pain

This is why I'm leaving
I can't take it anymore
I need to patch this hole
That within me you have tore

I hate to say goodbye
Even though it's not forever
I don't want to let you go
But I know it's for the better

Someday I'll come back
When I have finally healed
We can get to know each other again
But this time as friends should

I miss you so much
More than ever
But after this I know
We can be just friends forever.