What You Know & Dont Know

You know that i always
have loved you
from the time we were
introduced.

What you don't know
is that with your
ex girlfriend being your
neighbor,

I'm scared but jealous.
I'm scared of you leaving me for her
but I'm jealous cause you still like
her and say things that make feel
like I'm just a friend

not your girlfriend.
you say that you'll never leave me for
her, but do i really know that
for sure?
but i know someday it will.

i feel as if everything you say isn't meant for me but for her.
but you don't know what may
happen in just a few days.

you may find yourself
alone and weak w/out me
there beside you.

and you might find yourself
still with me but with me giving you
hints that I'm mad at you.

what you really don't know
is how much i love you.
when i try to tell you
you just say "Sure ya do" or
"Whatever"

but if a day comes when shes in
your arms instead of me being there...
think.........should i really be the one thats
there instead of her?

But you know that
i wont ever forget that
we`ll always be friends
no matter what.

So remember,
Ill always love u no matter what
comes our way!