You look at me

You look at me
As I put on a smile
You always make me smile
I never felt so happy
Felt so free,
So safe,
Secure
I’m happy
I fear death
I love living
As in I don’t want to die
I’m not suicidal anymore
I have a hard time with;
Trust & honesty
My heart is healed
And in love
I don’t give up anymore
Still have depression,
But I have family & friends
To help
And you