My Letter

by jenna grace   Jun 21, 2007


Ive finally come to terms that im not good enough for you. And if i ever start to matter, please let me know. So i can tell you to frick off, kinda like you told me.
<3
Its like that. just like that. i wish i could change your mind, but your the only one that can. You led me on.. time after time. even after i told you how i felt.
&&& you still did it. and then i got back to reality and realized you werent going to give us a chance. with everything else ive been put through, i finally crashed. i broke. i was unable to gain strength. forced to only find happiness with the cut of a razor blade, slicing through my flesh, pouring my blood and pain out. dont get me wrong. i dont blame you. i blame myself for falling for you in the first place. an amazingly amazing guy. so shallow. you once gave me reasons of why you had liked me so much. you had called me beautiful. a word i never heard used towards myself. you told me we had a future. but it turns out you lied. but what can i do? nothing. except...accept the fact that to you, i am nothing.
im sorryfor wasting my time..but you, you were worth it. i always thought...well it doesnt even matter. your just another guy in a crowd of others. but still.. your the only one i notice..
<3

copyrighted JENNAY 6.20.07
*i know it wasnt a poem. its more of my feelings spilled out onto this computer screen.and heres the thing... i just cant give this to him.*

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  • 16 years ago

    by Lyndsy

    I really liked reading this. I agree with Choke, because I feel as if everyone experiences something like this once in their lives. So reading this, I can think back to the time I had to deal with the same thing. And now I can smile and say I moved on. Thank goodness. You're very good at expressing your emotions and telling him like it is. Things will get better. 5/5 For being so open and honest and putting it out there for the world to see! Even if you can't give it to him, it's always great to just have something like this written!

  • 16 years ago

    by CHOKE

    I think that we all go through something like that atleast once in our lives. And it's hard for everyone to get past it. I hope you can overcome it. This may have been like a journal entry type deal rather than a poem, but I'll still rate it a 5/5. (feels kind of weird to rate someone's feelings in a form that's not poetry).

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