Most people do the same

Im going crazy,
you need to come back,
please,
i thought i loved you,
but did you feel the same way?
im confused,
and left alone,
nothing to do,
cept stare at what stands in front of me,
a wall,
blocking me from living my life,
being me,
and no one can help me get through it,
cuz they all push me away.