Last. Goodnight

by Jen   Jun 23, 2007


Tears rolling down my face
I don't know how our feelings got misplaced
I begged you not to go
but you said it be better off if we do so

I can't believe this is it
one big mess up and a sudden split
I remember we would hold on tight
even when we had a major fight

I don't want anyone else to make you smile but me
Can't you see I only want us to be
I know your happiness is gone
but it will come back it won't be for long

you said you wanted your space
it's what you said I couldn't face
you said this was all my fault
I shouldn't even take that as an insult

your words just know where to burn
this time it made me learn
we take things for granted and we just don't see
when we lose someone we realize how important they can be

I messed up big I won't lie
now all I'm going to do is try
I know things won't turn out how it use to be
but it will be okay some how you will see

You told me many times you don't care anymore
I deserve that to the max thats for sure
I want it to be us again
but all you want is to just be friends

I don't want to assume that you really let go
just tell me you love me thats all I need to know
After a fight i know there is no fairy-tale ending
but I know there will be hearts that need mending

all this is a gunshot to the heart
and I did this all from the start
you played me yeah thats true
but I had no right to do this to you

you talked about how we both wanted change
you said you have but I'm the one thats still lame
all this time all you did was try
I said those things to get on by

I kept trying to mean what I said
but it kept going in circles instead
I know it's another poem to read
another poem you shouldn't believe

Just read all the ones I wrote you and try to understand what I'm feeling
and its not just you that I'm reeling
I'll give you time but I don't want to lose you for good
You need your space like you said you should

some how we'll figure this out
things will change it won't go around and about
I want there to be a you and me
It hurts but i guess we just have to see

June 23 2007
1:16am

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