Your pity

I don't want you to feel sorry for me.
Because people will think I'm weak, you see.

I don't want people or you to think I'm weak
even though I don't get the things I seek.

Nobody has to owe me anything.
But you still feel like you owe me something.

You feel like you should be my friend.
But I don't want a friend who pretends.

The guilt and pity you don't want to show.
It's very noticeable and trust me...I know.

Just because I give you presents and gifts
I didn't want you to feel like you have to repay all of it.
I don't want you to pretend to be all nice or any of that bullshit.

I buy you stuff because of my love.
Because you make my feet lift to the heavens above.

But no matter how hard I tried
No matter how much I bleed or cried
I don't want your pity.
I don't want it from here all the way to New York City.

I just wanted you to be my friend from the start.
I didn't want you to feel sorry for me just because you broke my heart.

I just want you now to be a real friend to me.
Until then, I'll prove to you what a real man I could be!