Have we changed?

It has only been,
four months and some days,
but that cannot change,
the feelings and ways.

i have loved you,
and still really do,
when you told me it's over,
i felt so blue.

my heart felt torn open,
and now i feel emo,
i hate this feeling,
&now i only dream of,

how we once were,
and how it could be,
but something i think,
is that i cannot see,

this being true,
i feel we have grown apart,
who would have guessed or knew,
that i would feel so far from the start?