by Andi Jun 25, 2007
category :
Love, romance /
first love
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I've watched her mutation, I heard her mutation. Into the palms of my hands has she cried, in my heart she is tied. She is up against the world. I've watched the confusion cross her face on many occasions, not knowing if it's ok to just be who she is. She's lost inside her own head and a few times I've heard her wish herself dead. The beauty in her soul that I thought only I could see, but I soon came to find that it wasn't only me. A young man feeling the same way, holding battle scars from yesterday. Hoping that he can make his life ok, sick of living in all this dismay. Once they touched each other again they knew they were ment to be. This boy, I haven't met before, but I'm hoping he won't ignore her. She deserves much more than just normal satisfaction, deserves all the love the world can ever hold. Her emerald eyes grow big at the mention of his name, she thinks about him and all she can say is damn. This boy has really got a hold on her, but I'm thinking this one may deserve her. her happiness is linked to my own. Her heart is ready to explode. Holding this in for so long, letting the world make her think that she didn't belong. Her chin is finally up right looking at the world stare. And she wants them to, she doesn't care. She has all she ever wanted, some of her friends getting jealous saying she hasn't got it. Pain is slowly turning to intense satisfaction. Sick of hiding all the joy that she is feeling, wishing that everyone knew this feeling. But yes, she's got all she's ever wanted and as her best friend that's all I wanted. She deserves to smile every damn day, know what happiness is on a day to day basis. Be loved all the time because that is what the case is. He better be good to her because I can't always be there. Surround her with care and consideration because I won't let her feel hurt again. |