So called friend

I have known you for not so long
my so called friend on whom I belong
you turn gray sky to a beautiful one
making my day completely done.

It started on just a simple smile
on whom I answered with a 'hi'.
From then on you became my friend
a person whom I can always depend.

It seems so perfect when I'm with you
no worries that i can't make through.
You turned everything upside down
making me smile when I want to frown.

Because of that my dearest frend
I fall for you and I can't pretend.
Each day that I am with you
I am falling faster over you.

At first I thought you feel same way too
making me feel special in things you do,
cheering me up when i feel blue,
noticing every single gestures that I do.

But now I know whom your heart belongs
and it is not my name that it longs.
for in your heart there is only one
a person you've wished to be the one.

Time has passed and you have changed
forgot all the things that we shared.
took me for granted, forgot to care
for it is only her that you care.

What have happened to the both of us
was the sweetness you shown was a lie?
was the care youve given turns to a dust?
and let our memories just to die?

It seems that we are so apart
can't reach you and I don't know why.
You are so near yet so distant
don't know what to do, just want to cry.

Should I give up for this feeling?
or fight for it though I am fading?
I am so lost, don't know where to go
so confused don't know what to choose.

But den again I must decide
to fight for it or give you up?
and now I choose the latter one
for it is the better one.

So now my friend it is goodbye
forget the feelings I hide inside
for in your heart and in your mind
I am only just your so called "friend".