Alone
What a word
Loner
What a person
Friends
What a joke
Human
What a species
Mortal
What a variability
Felt so alone
Even when surrounded by people
Even by friends
Such a loner
Even with people
Even if friends
Many friends
Who understand?
Think they understand
Really human
Don't feel like it
Is it even true?
Mortal form
I can die
Do I have to wait long?
So many words, feelings, and people I can say
What I am, who I am, and things I am I can say
I'm falling down a hole
I dug long ago
My grave
With my tomb stone
At my funeral, they'll say;
"This is whoever and I don't care, just bury her"
"She's dead that's all that matters"
"Hip-hip-hurray"
I fell in the hole
I dug long ago
Someone help me out
Because, even though I think all of this, I can't let go
I can't let go of this world
No matter much it sucks
