I am leaving 4 years ago i said the very same thing i said i was going i had packed my belongings i was ready to go i had had enough, but i never let failure to launch my self is what made me to stay i had depended on you so much that life without you did not seem real it was of no existence.
4 years i spent with you where like 400 years it was time waisted i lived my life in fear of losing you the only love i have ever known you exploited me and used me because you knew that with out you i could never function with out because i depended on you.
Back then you loved and i was your world the respect that you gave me was of royalty as we grew older and wiser we drifted apart our lives became so different time waisted.
My time that i waisted i missed out on 4 years i w ill never recover i was o Auto pilot time waisted being with killed the human in me and produced your zombie walking over me to yo i was just a thing time that was so waisted the respect was go gone the love had vanished time was so waisted i could have been a lawyer but time waisted being your doormat and
