I hope

Its hard to let him go let me tell u
Ive tried time after time but nothing seems to work
they all tell me hes not worth my time
but they don't see him like i do and no one ever will
he let me go once just like that
he made it seem so easy but damn boy its not
i only want whats best for him
and i guess if thats not with me
then its something I'm going to have to learn to live with
i still love him with all my heart
and that will never change
but i cant go through the pain again
if he wont be there in the end
every things changing and i don't no if i like it
sometimes i wish this didn't happen
i wish it was all a dream
for maybe just maybe then i wont be crying myself to sleep
wishing he was mine once again
But if friends is all i can get
then ill proudly take it and Cherish it with my life
I'm hoping with everything changing
that soon ill be able to stop it all
stop loving him stop comparing him to every guy i meet
stop wishing on every little star in the sky that he were mine once again
but i no that will never happen i no ill never stop loving him
he is the one i want yet the one i cant have
but thats OK ill make it through even if it takes me a life time
one day he will be nothing more to me but just a friend
( i hope if not then I'm screwed for life )

This is about a boy who Ive been with but not with for over a year now and i love him to death he keeps leaving me for he gets scared and i know most of ya ll are thinking thats a lie but i know how he is and i know he loves me every time i see him and he start talking again everyone Will tell you hes happier than ever but no ti just got to teach the boy how to let go of his fears and have a life with me