you gotta read part one to get this...but ya...kinda obvious huh?...luv ya much...plz vote and comment...buhbye!

*this is the only poem I can find that I wrote during this difficult time in my life. I just found it and edited it last night. All of this was before Brian, (if any of you have read my other poems and know what i'm going through now); he is actually the one that i think truly stopped me for good, and I started loving him even more after I realized what an influence he has in my life.Things were a lot worse then than they are now-and I am happy to say I am doing a lot better. I know that I will never reach this low again because I have realized that I do have myself and will always catch me if I am falling again. My heart goes out to anyone who is going through this type of thing right now, and I know cutting helps to ease the pain but it really is bad for you. Just remember that there is someone who loves you-even if it doesn't seem that way-I love you and I don't even know you! much love to everyone...-Sierra*
*p.s.It's 5 times better to give love than to get it-it just makes you feel good in a different way! xoxo*

sierra...that was a really really good poem...i know how u feel cuz i was going threw it to untill i met aj...u will find someone else to make you happy but remeber this "a boy cannot make you happy, u must first be happy with urself and who u are!"

ahh-that's a good quote! i know i'll find sum1 else-i sent him a long message-basically asking what he thinks and tellin him i can't wait forever-if i mean anything to him then it will work out...but if it was never meant to be then i will find someone better...thanx...luv ya much...buhbye!

ya i know-you have to love yourself-and if people had tried to "help" i wouldn't have listend anyway-it was up to me and luckily i got through it-and i hope you have for good too

thanx and i love you...i'lll miss ya when im gone