Just when I thought I could no longer cry, tears well up in my eyes. Missing you still, stricken in your love or non-existance in it's form. I thought I let go of you, pushed you out of my life, but I can't. It hurts and slices my skin. I can feel you bleeding in my pores, mocking me from afar. Your eyes penatrate my soul and shatter my core, that glare lingers still, baring down on me like bricks. Bottles of locked away tears begin to flood the earth from my eyes. I can not make it stop, why won't it stop, just go away, take this agonizing pain with you. Oh god shove the knife deep in my flesh, keep me from feeling, feeling this horrible pain, pain so strong it destroys worlds and brings me to my knees. I thought I was strong, that no weakness was aparent, but you are my hate, my love, my blockade, my barrier, and my sinister disaster.
