Our first meeting, so easy.
Our first kiss, so natural.
Our first night released a passion, I had never felt before.
You told me I was special.
So beautiful,
So everything.
You couldn't believe I was in your life.
When you held me in your arms
I felt warm and safe.
We liked the same things, the same places, the same music.
Not perfection, but a realistic match.
We fitted together.
You said I was your queen, your soulmate.
You said you loved me deeply.
A love so deep, you couldn't quite believe.
Then nothing.
This cant be real...
I say I understand,
I try to understand,
I pretend to understand.
My heart tugs and thuds in my chest,
Yet I smile a tender smile.
We embrace.
The tears falling uncontrollably, as our bodies shake in time with one another.
I smell your warmth,
I taste your tears,
I hold you so tightly
I cannot move.
Will not move.
Let me stay here forever.
I cannot force you to love me.
I have to let you go.
I leave.
Have nothing.
How can feelings so deep and strong suddenly disappear?
What or who changed your mind?
Are you thinking of me, like I am thinking of you?
Are you crying like I am crying?
What are you doing?
What are you wearing?
What are you watching?
What are you listening to?
Are you aching to see me, to call me, to text me?
Is your heart breaking like my heart is breaking?
Hear nothing
I will always remember our time together
I will always thank you, for making me feel so worthy of love
You will think I've moved on,
But, I will be waiting for you.
I will be waiting for the love that you said was ours.
I hope and I pray you come back into my life.
Still nothing.
Each day there are less tears.
I start to understand that this was meant to be.
You saw things more clearly than me.
I am no longer willing my phone to ring.
I am smiling for what we had and for the memories we made.
I am no longer waiting for you.
