Dead Inside

I am dead inside
now that you are gone
Something happened
something went wrong

I left you with many thoughts in my mind
and tears pouring out my eyes
all gone to waste because of me
too many times, too many tries

I should have kept my promise
harder I should have tried
I will change everything
if it means to have you by my side

A painful decision
brought only pain
why i chose it
I cannot explain

it was a mistake and a bad choice
but It seemed like it was for the best
it seemed so smart and oh so right
but it was made and left me depressed

I would give anything to take it back
to feel you near me once more
to let my mind dance with thoughts of you
and let my heart soar

but alas I cannot turn back time
and forever without is what i receive
I let you go
because I was so naïve

You are my one true love
and between my fingers you slipped
i let you go and i regret it
and now my heart is ripped