I wish i could love you x

Im trying to love you but my heart wont let you in
No matter how hard you try my barriers always win
im comparing you to my past and it doesnt feel the same
I havent got those butterflies when you say my name

I thought I could maybe end up loving you
I was lying to myself , these feelings arenâ??t true
I wish I could have a new heart
One that could love again and make a new start

You are perfect, but Ive got to let you go
My minds saying love you but my hearts saying no
I wish I could feel again but its going to take time
Its going to take forever till I open this heart of mine

Im waiting for the one who will get inside me
Make me forget all the past and set me free
Who will take my breath away make me feel complete
Just by one touch can sweep me off my feet

I hope you understand this wasnt easy to do
I hope you can move on and find someone new
You deserve someone special who will love you back
Unfortunately it cant be me because of the love I lack