My Poem For You..

Do you ever wonder why I stay awake late at night?

Because me and my emotions always get in a fight.

I'm so torn because I love you,

But I sometimes question if you love me too.

I'm so tired of all these games that you play,

Telling me you love me and then going out with her the next day.

You've hurt me so much already,

All I wanted was relationship that was steady.

I wish things could go back to the way that they were,

When it was me and you, not you and her.

I never had to worry before,

But now I do every time you walk out the door.

You always tell me one thing then do another,

One of these days I'm going to blow your cover.

I've been nothing but faithful to you,

Now you have me questioning if what you say is true.

What have I done to you that was so wrong,

That now I feel like I don't even belong.

I'm sorry that I'm not perfect but I always try so hard to be,

I just wish that you could see.

It hurts me so much every time,

Why does loving you feel like such a crime?

All I ever wanted was for us to last,

But now its all going downhill so fast.

It all could be stopped if you could just understand,

There is only so much of this that I can withstand.

Put yourself into my shoes and tell me how you would feel,

If everything you came to know turned out not to be real.

I feel like nothing I do will ever compare,

To the feelings that you and her share.

You're the only one I've ever been in love with,

Maybe happily ever after really is just a myth.

I don't want this to be the end,

But there are a lot of things that we need to mend.

I just wish sometimes you could see my point of view,

But no matter what happens know that all I ever did was love you...