My New Place

I remember last night so perfectly.

I didn't think that, so real, my dream could be.

but i felt it. i felt you

i didn't think it could be possible,

but i really missed you too.

for that split second,

i pictured that death machine against your head,

Id fall to me knees, and plea that it couldn't be.

then came that fantasy of you holding me.

i was cold and scared, you were so warm and strong

i cant ever forgive myself, for doing you so wrong.

the songs, the pictures, the dreams,

they wont end, so it may seem.

but someone has captured your heart,

and that, i don't want to blow,

i just hope that you'll always remember, and forever know.

I blame myself, it was surely my fault.

But if I could ever wish for anything for you,

was that it was all meant to be,

and your future will unfold into a perfect destiny.

i hope she keeps you safe, because thats her place.

i wont say "i just want you to be happy"

because shes doing that job, not me..

The only thing i can give now is my friendship,

it's less than i can give, but all you can take,

So please forgive me for my faults,

ill try to fit into my new place,

You'll still be my superman, i accept it as a friend, for our sake...