I try to laugh about it

I try to laugh about it
Cover it with lies

I try to laugh about it
With the tears in my eyes

I try to laugh about it
Convince myself that love is blind

But still there is something
That keeps me alive

Still there is him, me and our deep love
Or just my deep love

I laugh about it
With the tears in my eyes

Drowning in my misery
Just because I fell in love

Crying from the bottom of my heart
Again with the tears in my eyes

Wishing that my heart could stop beating
My eyes stop crying
My hand stop writing
My lips stop wishing
That I could stop living

Just because I fell in love

I try to laugh about it
Cover it with lies

Breaking my heart into pieces
Just to make him satisfied

Still crying with the tears in my eyes
Still hurts
Still kills me deep inside

Still taking the same knife
And put it in my heart

Still burning me
It still burns every piece of me

It burns my heart for loving u
My hand for touching u
My eyes for not seeing except u
And my lips for kissing u

And it burns all of me
Because you are just pretending
That you are in love with me

He tries to laugh about it
Making me cover it with lies

He tries to laugh about it
Making me hide the tears in my eyes

He tries and tries
Just to convince me that love is blind