My fear of loosing you!

I love you so much, that i cry each night, because of my fear of loosing you, i never want to loose you, because your my life. I like the way you make me laugh, with your dumb little jokes, the reason i laugh, is because i love to see you smile. I hate it when you frown, and i just never want to loose you. The way you hold me, cheers me up, your hand's on my waist, your lips on my face. Your warm breath, keeping me warm. Your chest touching mine, i could hear your heart beating faster, and faster the tighter you hold me. Your eye's sparkling in the night, i love your smile, your just so wonderful, and that's why I'm scared, because what if i loose you, i don't want to go back to being a cutter. I just don't ever want to loose you, because your my only love, and thats what sucks, my fear of loosing you!Bcause your all i have to love!