Love vs. lust

by Emily   Jul 15, 2007


I saw you with her and it broke my heart,
The pain swiped me away and my mind went blank
Not thinking for a complete second,
As the tears started flowing.
Here I am crying over you and I don't really know why, Because its you i hurt,
Its you that took all my lies,
For i thought i loved you and I made you believe it too, But in reality i was in love with another guy.
I never meant for this to happen
but i don't wish to take it back,
all i could do is except the fact that its my time to hear the same lies I once told you,
to seat here and make it seem you're playing me for a fool.

After i saw you i through the tears away,
but they never stopped shading till the next day,
You finally came home and pass me by not saying a word at all,
but its OK cause all you have to say is in your eyes and you see it mine,
Finally three precious painful words brake the silence..."I love you"
you have no idea how much it hurts to hear that,
so before my eyes fill up with tears i walk out,
because i can never let you see me cry.

As i go out to take a breathe of fresh air,
i realize that you don't love me anymore,
not as much as i love you.
becoming so frustrated i go back,
to find you packing your stuff and saying good-bye.
I breath in deep crying, coming clean,
"I love you, I love you too, Honestly I do, you don't need to do this, you don't need to go"
but you just say what i cant,
that i did hurt you and you don't want to do what i did to you. Than you bite your lip and walk out the door as i cry on the floor with my arms wrapped around my chest as if you just ripped out my heart.

Sooner or later i climb out of bed to met up with my mister,
i stay with him so i can be closer to you but that never worked out,
because you and him been talking and use come to figure that blood is thicker then water.

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