For You!

Do you ever look at the sky and hope I'm looking to
Do you believe in love cuz I do

I wrote you a letter
Hoping things would get better

I look at all that we had
And that's why I am so gad damn mad

I felt everything for you
Didn't you feel it to

I don't hate you
But i am not happy with what I went through

I loved you
I did truly

And I am not alright
I'm broken inside

I lost everything I had
I lost me

All of our plans
Gone, taken away

I felt lost without you
Not knowing what to do

My heart was taken when you weren't here
Filled with dread, Filled with fear

I finally had lost you
Lost the love of my life

But I am moving on the best way I know how
For not wanting to feel the way I feel now

I'm mad for what I feel
Cuz you acted like it wasn't real

I do want you in my life
I do

But things aren't the same
For everything has changed

But I'm not gonna give up on love
For I felt what it was like
And I loved that feeling

For you were my first love
And you will always have a place in my heart

Not how it was
But a place I will always have for you

You were my everything
That won't ever change

A best friend
A boyfriend
A lost love

But you will aways be there!