Why do I do these things why cant I jus change why cant I be different
I hate myself all the time I can help but cry
I keep hurting him I wanna end it but I just love him so much
I want him to be happy but I think he'd be happy without me
I love him
He thinks I still love my first love
Bt I dont I cant hes causing these problems I just cant
I dont have no feeling for him
I dont ever wanna talk to him again
I jus want to be with him
To be happy and in love with him
Knowing that he knows hes the only one I love
why can i?
im tired of crying because of what im doing to him
im tired of hurting him
im tired of doing all this
im just tired of everything
and im going to work to prove to him that he means the world to me and nothing can change that
