Played

[ old poem ; its okay if you dont like it,
i was just started writing when I wrote this
since i quitted years ago - unless its for a project
this isnt very good, i admit.
i wasnt focusing on the poem, but i was on my feelings
"i just got distracted"
its okay if you dont like it,
ill understand. (im not anybody else) ]

When we first started to talk
Your words are all i think about
Every minute of the night
Your words make me feel light

I fell asleep after hours
I put you through my mind
I dreamed about stuffs,
And it just feels it ain't right

I tried talking back to you
But all you ever did was runaway
Keep checking everywhere
And then I started to say,

Boy somethings bothering me right now
I dont know if i should tell you
But words keep slipping from my mouth

I started having doubts
Even though I dont want to
I just cant be convinced
That all you said was true

Until the day you admitted
You're just playing with me
It hurts so much to read the messages
That she's your lady

I've never felt like this before
And now I know I cant trust
Any guy anymore

Your love was all I had,
You threw it away
I'm never coming back
Thats all I have to say

But boy you were once my everything