Story of you and me

Iâ??m crying writing this thing about you and me
I donâ??t know where to start
I need people to understand me
So that they know what Iâ??ve been trough
I needed to listen to every word you said to me when you where drunk
All that words where bad things about me how you thought of me
I needed to run away I couldnâ??t here those words
Then you told me you didnâ??t mean it but I know you did
You played that game where you have to kiss other girls write in front of me
I needed to run away I couldnâ??t see those things
Then you told me you didnâ??t like it but I know you did
Otherwise you didnâ??t keep playing that game over and over again
Then you told me we couldnâ??t be together because youâ??re parents hated it
We where to close they said
I needed to run away cause I wouldnâ??t believe it
It hurt to now I couldnâ??t be with you
Then you told me you still loved me and I know you did
But I wouldnâ??t be with you anymore
Cause you always hurt me and you always leave
I canâ??t take it anymore
So I told you I donâ??t want to be with you anymore
You started yelling you started crying you told me to say that I didnâ??t love you anymore
So I did and run away because It was a lie I still loved you I always will
Then you tried to kill yourself
I couldnâ??t believe it
You always told me you would do it when you lose me but I never thought you actually would
I was mad at you and I was sad at the same time
How could you
Did you want to leave all of youâ??re friends behind
Did you want to leave these world because of one stupid girl
So I asked you why why would you do that?
You told me you canâ??t live without me
I told you you would at least try
You told me you would
So I left and didnâ??t heard from you for a half year maybe longer then once you stand there in front of my door I was so glad
We where just friends everything was so perfect
then youâ??ve fallen for me again
I couldnâ??t believe it I had feelings for you to
But I just wanted to be friends
You told me that was ok
Then things where so good between us
I liked how were just friends we could talk about everything
Then you started to go on drugs and alcohol
You did stupid things like calling me telling you wanted it to be like the past
You never ever would love anyone else
We started arguing end arguing it just didnâ??t stop
Then I met a boy I really like and I start loving him for the first time since you I loved someone again
You flipt you started to take more drugs and get more drunk
You realized things couldnâ??t be like the past
Now I just donâ??t recognize you anymore
But I must not care anymore
Youâ??ve hurt me to much
I must shut you out of my life even if I know I canâ??t
And you.. just forget about me..
Itâ??s the best you could do