Unwanted love

I am lonely
so sad inside
you have taken
all of my pride

i said i loved you
you never said it back,
but you said you would miss me
when i finally packed

i don't understand
why you don't care
until I'm almost gone
you finally see me there

now i hate you,
i thought i loved you no more
but with those three words
you opened up the door

now i realize
all these feelings are true
and the funny thing is...
i miss you!

i think you just say
what i want to hear
so you could bring
what i mostly fear

i hate you even more now
because i never thought,
that i would say that again
and for that i fought ,

but i guess i failed
because i miss you , I do
and i really didn't want
to love you too!

i hoped this wouldn't happen
but you tricked me to stay
and i never wanted to love you
that's all i can say