New love(is it worth it??)

I got a new boyfriend,
but i cant stop thinking of you,
i still love you,
i still cant see other guys,
i don't know what it is about you,
you have casted a shadow over me,
i will never learn to love other guys,
i just have this standard,
none of them meet it,
i cant seem to find a guy,
exactly like you,
so i need you really bad,
i miss you so much,
i know you miss me,
you told me you wanted me,
to come over tomorrow,
because your wife to be isn't going to be home,
i think that i am going to,
i just don't know,
if i want to think the same things,
about me than i think about you,
like you are a cheater,
and a liar,
but i still seem to love you so much...