Poem for Jose

When i told you my love was eternal for you,

those words i said were actually true.

Forever i always thought of us two,

Together i knew that we'd make it through.

Now i see the things that you do to me,

For our love all i can do is plea.

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You've managed to hurt me in every single way,

and my life becomes darker day after day.

i tried to hold all the pain inside,

nothing would happen except i'd cry.

i'm trying to be perfect just for this,

nothing is working, nothing brings me bliss

all the days that pass, i just reminisce,

about the way we used to kiss,

and i begin to miss,

the deep feeling that lives inside me.. still exists.

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Even when all i feel for you is wretched hate,

Something always shines through so great,

That is my LOVE that conquers all.

It gets me up each time i fall.

Even if my heart would blacken

No matter what would happen,

When i said you were the only one,

i made that promise to the sun.

When you have left, & i am numb,

My life will change & good things will come.

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Years will go by & fly,

i'll remember when we said goodbye.

And tears will come down my eyes,

i will look up to the skies,

& i shall begin to despise,

the day you made the mistake

of leaving me alone to break.

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We could have had the life we dreamed of,

if all you felt for me was purely love.

if we had BOTH tried to change together,

you know we'd end up back forever

If only you had tried to see my face,

you'd know that our love you cannot erase,

Much less can you replace.

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My Romeo & Prince i wish you remain

Our happiness you try to sustain.

Come & look for me every night,

Don't always give up on a fight.

i'll always be there waiting, even in your dreams

Our love is so bright, it even gleams

Please remember, that eternally yours, i shall be... Your Lil Princess