My life feels like a total mess
although nothing is wrong
i cant talk or think about my feelings
so im writing a song
to get rid of the pain i feel inside
& all of the feelings i've tried to hide
i hate not being with you
i love it when you call
i love you so, and wont let you go
but sometimes i feel nothing at all
im confused and hurt
upset too
i feel like the dirt beneath my shoes
i love life and i love you too
but i cant figure out how i can
when i dont miss you
i love you now
but can't wait forever
i want to love you
but it feels like i'll never
