Promised Me A Lie

I smile on the outside
Try to laugh
Pretend everythings okay
But Im dying inside

As I force back the tears
And I close my eyes
I realize my heart
Is what I fear

Im afraid of you
Afraid of being broken
I dont want you to lie
But I cant handle the truth

I wish only this
Forever and always
You promised
With one last kiss

Whered I go wrong
I tried to find
What I lost
This is my song

Forever Ill sing
Alone in my mind
Broken and lost
Without anything

The world reminds me
Of the past Ive lived
Im sorry Im not perfect
But I can only be me

I wanted it to go away
I tried not to remember
The nightmares I lived
But I cant erase the shame

It scares me now
To see us grow apart
I know its my fault
But I still dont know how

You were always there
In my heart
But the feelings
Werent share

You promised to be mine
You told me forever
You said you loved me
But you promised me a lie