This is what hurts

I spend my days thinking about you, and all the memories i had with you. Knowing i can't see your face because if i did i would probably get shot in the face. Theres not a day your not on my mind it hurts so bad it dosnt fade in time. Because you were my first and thats what hurts, i just wish i would fall off this earth. Then my memories will fade away, and i wouldn't hurt like this every day. This person I'm talking about know who they are, and if i could have one last chance with you i swear it would go far. So far that we would never be apart knowing that your with someone else hurts my heart. This thing I'm writing is all i have to say and i will hurt everyday..