Leaving You Pt. 2

I didn't know what to say to her
I couldn't make a sound
Afraid to look her in the eye
I stared down at the ground

How could she be saying this?
Her words, they ripped right through
Over and over, in my head
I am leaving you

She wouldn't even look away
Her eyes tore me apart
It seemed like she was staring
At my broken heart

And I wanted her to see it
To stare at what she's done
Should I drown her in the guilt?
Or take my chance to run

Run from all the pain
That's fallen on my head
This pain is so intense
I'd rather just be dead

It's coming down so fast
Surrounded by my fear
I wish I could just leave
That I could disappear

She reached to hold my hand
But I pulled it away
I fought for the right words
And knew just what to say

Every single day
You said that you're in love
That I am here for you
Sent from up above

And then you always say
That we all have a plan
And mines to be with you
To always be your man

I couldn't control myself
I begin to scream
I wish I could wake up
I wish this were a dream

She became so scared
That she began to cry
I wanted her to feel my pain
She left with every lie

I reached out with my hand
And grabbed her by the wrist
And with my other hand
I clinched it in a fist

Then it all became a blur
And blood went everywhere
I couldn't even move
I wouldn't even dare