My Heart Ain't Your Toy

You said those 3 words,
Was there any meaning behind them.
Could I be such a fool,
To believe the 3 words you said.

Did you know how much I liked you,
Even before you said those words.
Quit playing with my heart,
If you were never true to your words.

Everyday I see your face,
And how I longed to be with you.
If only you knew how I felt inside,
I wouldn't be suffering this pain.

I know I'm not that perfect girl,
That guys would always want.
If you could see how I am inside,
And don't expect me to be someone I'm not.

If I told you that i love you,
Would you take it as a joke.
If you take it as a joke,
Then I wouldn't be crying writing this poem.

*It's been a long time since I last wrote a poem...so a bit rusty...but it is a way to let things out):