Raindrops keep falling and I'm losing it
This horrible feeling I get when you're around
Like the lizard thats twisting in my stomach
And is causing the screaming pain when it stirs
Like the lovely stench of rotting flowers
That always fills the air when you show up
It sickening the way you say you love me
The sound of you voice that makes me want to hurl
The shouting in my brain that tells my to lose you
The noise that makes my head want to explode
The constant reminder thats telling me its time to go
Never again will you say my shampoo smells so good
Cause you'll never be here again to smell my hair
These thoughts that make my heart smile
The thoughts that you'll be gone forever
Ill never have to see your cheesy face again
Oh the thought of you face that makes smile
Makes me want to stab my eyes out and bleed
Theres no greater punishment than seeing you
Except maybe have you say those 3 little words
Those 3 little words are the ones I never want to hear from you again
Even though they haunt my every dream
But my dreams aren't ever dreams cause now they're nightmares
The ones that make me wake up screaming in a sweat
After I take a freezing shower
And clear all thoughts of you from my clouded head
Ill rush down stairs and off to school
And off to the memories of me and you
My entire soul is burning
and it ate the firemen who tried to put it out
Only this cursed boy who loves me could control it
And the curse of my lizard was bestowed
I dint know why mother says you're good for me
The one who makes me want to die
Id rather lie on a bed of razor blades
And bathe in lemon juice
You're too good for alcohol
You'd rater go out and have a meal
So why I'm out on the town with my real friends & a beer
You're at home with mommy and the baby having a�water
The one Im wI'mh is a disgrace to everything I know
These horrid thoughts Im fI'mced into thinking
The ones that include you and me
Never ever EVER will it happen
Ill never see your baby face again
